12 Weeks In

Appointment to hear heart beat? No.
Appointment to listen to my heart? Yes.

Walk from store to store to buy clothes for my expanding belly? No.
Walk from store to store looking at baby clothes to remind myself we're still in the game? Yes.

Eating for two? No.
Eating better so I don't look like I am eating for two anymore? Yes.

Wondering if I could love a baby who is not of my flesh? No.
Knowing I could love any baby? Yes.