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Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Seriously, I Need A Butt Kick

So, like I said, we went to a meeting.

It was at an agency we've never worked with about a topic of which we had little to no knowledge.  The meeting was extremely helpful in illustrating options and helping us form new expectations. But, honestly, we left feeling a little less hopeful and a little more disappointed.

The next morning, sitting in the quiet of my living room, I started getting a little weepy.  The familiar sting of baby fever laced with infertility started to creep up on me and I thought,

"This is not how I thought it would be."

Meaning, this isn't the way I thought life would be.

And then, thankfully, suddenly a wave of reality washed over me.

SERIOUSLY.

WHO IN THE WORLD HAS HAD LIFE TURN OUT THE WAY IT WAS GOING TO BE?!  GET OVER IT.

So, I snapped out of it.  Really, somehow (itwastheholyspirit) I did.

Sometimes I need a mental kick in the butt.  Or a real one.  Feel free to give me a real one the next time you see me.


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